ii.M.TaO

我们没在一起

2011-06-01T21:38:00.000-07:00

--- 我们没在一起 ---

Les

2011-05-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

Ya
Maybe you are correct
I will be a lesbian in my future
But so what?
You won't care if you really love me
that's all

girl

2011-05-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

Oh shit!
I think I like girl
......

I'm wrong?

2011-05-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

I'm tiring
really tiring
with all my relationship sometimes
I want to help all of my friends
But everyone will just blame you when you can't did it
or you did not good enough
I'm wondering is that I wrong cause I just want to help you guys?
Sign...
Seriously I don't know
Or maybe I'm just a useless people to help nothing
and I'm the person who always easily forget by others

Outing with mum

2011-04-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

My lovely mammy went to KL few days ago
I miss her so much cause I'm always lonely at home
I need someone understand me
to listen to my voice
Tired for facing computer all the time
I'm so surprise when I saw my mum hanging my clothes when I'm back from College
Then I straight away told my mum
"come on, we go Luk Card"
XDD yeah shopping

I went to Barsheer to get the books I want
But soooooooo unlucky
SOLD OUT
aiks..so sad..I love it and wanted buy for such a long time
But I got no money to get it
My mummy laugh at me and said
"You see..you bring banker but the book sold out!"
So I just simply get 2 cheap Territory
although is cheap but still got a lot of nice illustration inside
At least I get some books for reference

After that we went to my favorite shop DAISO!
Mummy get a lot of stuff from there
and she get a piece of fabric for me
Don't ask me why
I just love fabric
especially POLKA-DOT

First time get such a long dress
But seriously I not dare to wear it now
cause it's look super weird with my hair style

another pant

and both of them just cost me RM50
RM25 for each
Damn cheap!
Good quality some more
There still got nice thing in Sungei Wang
Just need more time to discover it

I choose a cadigan and singlet for my mum too
So she got new clothes for clubbing XD

我到底怎么了？

2011-04-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

在经历过分手后一段悲痛欲绝的日子后

现在的我竟冷静得很诡异

这种诡异得不寻常的感觉

不应该发生在我身上

不存在着过份的情绪波动

没有着太多华而不实的幻想

看见生活上戴着面具的行走生物

也只有无奈可以与我的心情挂钩

就算觉得被别人利用

我也用善意的行动让着他们

我到底怎么了？

那个热血为事情打抱不平的我去了哪里？

但庆幸的是如今的我不再视一切为理所当然

在思维上也有了更深一层的思想态度

但在某的时候

心灵却被时空隧道抽入童年时光般

可以为了别人为我做的一些小事

如给我一块可口的曲奇饼干

又或者一次的顺风车

我都可以感动甚久

这意味着什么？

长大了吗？

还是受伤后自我逃避所出现的违反性行为？

我搞不懂自己到底怎么了

到底是我们把事情复杂化

还是周遭环境避使事情复杂化人类的思想？

我真的不知道我到底怎么了！

Future Plan

2011-04-12T03:25:00.000-07:00

Is 5.1 this term
5.1 !!! 5.1 !!! 5.1!!!
OMG I going to graduate soon
HahaXD
My graduation show will be in April
Is too fast!
I havent get prepare for my future and career
Time past so fast
I still got no confident with myself and my skills
Awww!!
But anyway I got some plan for myself
Aussie? New Zealand? Singapore? UK?
There will be around few months time before I go overseas
I decided to go China dunno which place(papa know it)to learn basic drawing skills
Like sketching , painting and whatever that I needed
If there are still left some times
Working and Travel in New Zealand plan should be work

Let's think about life in New Zealand
Work as a gardener who plucking fruits at the farm
Rent or buy a second hand car travel around New Zealand
Picnic beside the Lake
Be friend with the Maori
Eating Fish and Chip as my dinner
Feeding those cows and sheeps
and other more....

I cant wait to go there man!!!
Hope that I can make it
But who want to go with me?
Going alone? I scare XDD
Before that money will be the first problem for me
My savings target is 10k
Gam-ba-teh Pang Yijing
I should borrow the spirit from Lomography
"Don't Think, Just Go"
Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopssss

Good-bye sweety

2011-04-07T12:27:00.002-07:00

I'm a person who love to try something new
Before that
I'm a 100% Tomboy
My dressing or attitube was totally a boy
But I had changed after that
I started to keep my hair for someone

My medium straight long hair
I changed again after that
This time
I curl my hair
I love it so much
cause I totally look different with curly long hair
I tried to be sweet and pretty

Nah!!
That is

Let's have a look with the comparison
HahaXD
Is sooooooooo CONTRAST

Although I love my curly hair so much
I really tiring for taking care of it
and for some private reason
I was forced to make a decision
I cut my hair
Ya...I did

Ta-Dang!!
Cool right? ( syok sendiri)
I'm so surprise I didn't regret
I though I will not willing to cut it
HahaXD
Another benefit is
I can save all my shampoo , conditioner ,time and etc

望
三千发丝落地
予
慧剑斩情丝
将
一抹激情
几本情债
随发丝落下画上句点

good-bye sweety
good-bye my love

Webcam-ing

2011-04-07T12:11:00.001-07:00

Had a nice webcam talked for few hours with Ceo Yong
My brother ever
We are not that close when we studying in high school
But dunno why
we become brother after graduated
maybe he is not that good
But I'm so glad have a buddy like he
He is very talented in music
he can sing, play piano,guitar and drum
XDD
And the most important things is
He sang for me throw Msn for few hours when I'm sad
really apreaciate what he did for me
and wish he can chase back his lovely girl
Lui Tou

Kayao!!

see his stupid cubby face!!
like to act handsome or cool
HahaXD
showed me his underwear when he folding his cloth
Funny
Thank you for killing my time with chating with me
so that I can temparary forget someone
^_^

Birthday wish

2011-03-22T19:32:00.000-07:00

My birthday is coming soon
Is my term break
Everyone going back their hometown
seem I have to be lonely again for this years
I just wish I can have a simple hang out with Vvtay and Gpy for this years
4 years...
Already 4 years I couldn't celebrated my birthday with them
I hope this year I can make it
But Shan is not beside me anymore
I miss her
Badly...

泪

2011-03-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

总有一天，

我的眼泪，

不会再为你而掉。

放弃

2011-03-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

三年前

我放弃最爱我的人

三年后

我最爱的人放弃我

P for Penang

2011-03-19T10:07:00.000-07:00

YEAH

Finally we had our own trip

at early of 2011

Vivianne Teh Tarik

Louis Goh Pui Yee

for sure me

and our tour guide

Jeff Tung

(really thanks he alot for the transportation and accomondation)

There is the Clinic Cafe

I wanted to go there for such a long time

SEE!

gpy's charming smile

vvtay stupid face with her toast

Jeff Tung watching Tom and Jerry

Pweehhh

After lunch we walked out from Gurney and have photoshooting at the beach

well I didnt see any beautiful sand and crytal clear ocean

There full of rubbish on the stone

But nevermind

We still enjoyed the shooting and our time

Vvtay be the volunteer to be the photographer

Well u see

Although some of the photos are under exposure or over exposure

(because she dont know how to use DSLR)

But from the angel

Idea and composition

you can see she really got talent in photoshooting

if she learn some of the teory

I bet she can become more professional

photo with our Jeff Tung

he such a tall guy

I tried to hide behind he and get some photo

and look at gpy

She is soooo charming and "shang jing"

I love her smile so much

We went to alot of places in one day

and did alot of stupid thing

like gpy and vvtay keep fighting in the car

vvtay's silly monkey pose

and we jump for our memory

Although it is just a one day trip

But I really do enjoy with my buddies

Opps..

They not my buddies

they are my family

my laoposssss

and my sister

have fun and LOVE both of you sooooooooooo much

I hope that we can go Malacca for next time

I think will be more interesting

and a big hand to Jeff Tung

thank you so much^_^

LOOK UP to the POINT

2011-03-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

Finally

we got the chance to go look up point

That day was the day before Melissa's birthday

Allan,Sofia and I planning to give her a big surprise

At first Melissa was going to Pavillion to have a movie with her friends

Allan was so nervous that time

keep calling me and asking me how we gonna gave her the surprise

So we started to think some story so that our plan can work

after calling for few times finally Melissa promise to come back home earlier

We met at the guard house of Melissa's Condo

and I had called and lie her that we wanted to go supper with her

After she came out with her friends

We used a scarf to tie on her eyes and she don't know Sofia and Reborn was waiting at another side

Melissa was so silly because she keep talking with "Allan Hang"( actually is Sofia)

in the car

After 45minutes drive

finally we reached XD

LOOK AT HER STOOPID FACE AND POSE!!!

XDD Bwahhh!!
Took some photo but Allan is so pity because he is not in the photo

Look at the night view of KL

is so nice right?

I brought the tripod and we started to take photo

Love that photo because I look so tall XD

At last our mission complete

we went back after yum cha for a while

such a good memory^^

♥ Yiruma ♥

2011-03-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

Who is he?

Do you think he is talented or attractive?

Will you attract by he if you dont know whois he?

He is

my favourite pianist from Korea

YIRUMA

His another poster

Maybe he don't have a very good looking

But when you listen to his music

Sure you will be touching

There are alot of Pianist out over there
the best example is Maksim

see....

handsome and tall right?

But why I didnt listen to his music?

( Ya, you guys know I like handsome guy)

This time

I prefer Yiruma

His song is much more softer than others

My tears will drop automatically when I listen to his song

Dunno why

those memories and feeling that deep in my heart will automatically show up

No matter good or bad

The most famous and touching song is

KISS THE RAIN

The rythem is so soft

and when you isten with different mood the song will get you the different feeling

Let's enjoy the video music

KISS THE RAIN

Opss...Who is he?

2011-03-18T11:35:00.000-07:00

Please have a look with photo below

Everyone know the right hand side is Jay Chou

But I bet you guys wondering who is the two guy at the middle and the left

Is quite handsome right?

But Who is he?

Is he related with Jay Chou?

The dressing , hairstyle and the posing is totally the same

Come I tell you the answer!

The middle one is Jay Chou with Double eye lid

( Is photoshop! )

and the left hand side is Jay with double eye lid and slimmer face

( hahaXDD Liquify liquify!! )

Sure he will be handsome like those ang mo lang after he do plastic surgery

hahaXD

but he dont need cause he is talented enough to attrack girls!

I'm the best example for it XDD

Accident

2011-03-18T10:55:00.000-07:00

Today was a sad day again
A motorcycle almost bang my car this morning
After I reached college
I wanted to show my work to Shirly
But Shirly asked me whether I know a junior or not
She said he was passed away this morning
Because of accident...
I get shock WTH...
We still discuss about his super cool motorbike that time
and now he leave us...
So unbelieveble!!!
He is lecturer's favourite student and he is very talented in design
I think he is a funny guy
but I dont have the chance to be friend with him
Again...motorbike...accident
All of the memory come out from my mind again
Sometimes human feel they are the strongers among the living beings
But our life is so weak
We cant predict when we will leave this beautiful world...
Espeacially when we facing the Top killer-----accident
Hope everyone can walk , run , drive safty

R.I.P

and Shan...I miss u again...Anything just come into my dream..

Sweety Wonderland

2011-03-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

What is kids' favourite?

Games? Playground? Junkfood?

for sure is CANDY!!

I like candy too because I'm a child

erm.....8 years ago

wao..seem I'm so old now

Recently kinda fall in love with STICKY

after Vivianne had into it to me

Actually the taste is just okay

but it has alot of different pattern in the middle of the candy

and it made by hand

I love cute stuff always =)

My first STICKY was given by Joshua Lam

a prince in my classXDD

I appreciate sooo much

When I'm upset or moody

I will take it out and look at the candy

The cuteness and sweetness of the candy make me feel okay

but my Sticky is going to finish

My ex given me to big SMAETIES that I didn't have before

But so bad

He seem like dunno I don't like to eat chocolate

I just different from other girls

I got no interest with chocolate and handbegs this kind of girlish stuff

dunno why

I love eletrical stuff more like camera

But anyway thanks to he

I got new candy to eat after I finish my STICKY

There are Cinderella and Snow White on top of the Big SMARTIES

Hehe..

I added some conversations for them

Yes I don't like Snow White

and there is no reason for it

just don't like

Bless that I become the SMARTEST after finish this 2 big SMARTIES

I + K + E + A = IKEA

2011-03-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

Ikea rocks!!!

I went to Ikea with Allan Hang and Mellisa Tan on last Saturday

this was my second time to ikea

I wanted to go there for such a long time

Finally!!!

I got the chance and excuse to go there

Thanks to my lecturer Terence asked us to get 3 frame to display our final work!!

Seriously I like the design of their funiture

Although most of their design is quite simple

but I like the style especially the decoration of the Kid's room

Maybe cause I'm "young"

( I know everyone sure will say me bull shit-ing hahaXDD)

But my heart always be young and childish

That's why I want to be a designer!!

My mind is always full of idea that out of the box

( I think??)

That is the room I love the most!!!

I like the leaf !

We can see the leaf always if we lay down on the bed

Is good for our eye XDD

Ya...

My life is always full of round or curve line

the most iconic round is my face!

I got a cubby and round face

well I hate it soooooooooooooo much

I just wanted to be slim XDD

Others than my face

I love the kid's furniture with curvy line

It make me feel I living in Alice in the wonderland sometimes!!!

XDD think too much again!?

This set of furnish really cute and sweet

If I got my new house or new room

I would like to design it become a kid's room

I don't care!

I don't want to be mature

I just want to stay in the Kid's world!!

Seroully crazy with those Cute cute furnish and decoration from Ikea show room

until Allan Hang also cannot tahan me!!

There are alot of surprise and interesting stuff attracting me

I spent alot others than THE FRAME!!!

WTF..

broke again!!!

Get those stuff almost cost me RM200!!!

The 3 big white frame is for the assignment

The cheapest clock just cost me RM3.30

A tower hanger

A table lamp that I drawn before during the 1st term with Mr.Daffee

I wanted to paint again so i get the white one

and for sure with 3 light bulb

At last is my favourite thing!!!

The 9 ( 3 in a pack ) small wooden frame

I want to hang it on the wall in my room

XDD

Hope to go Ikea again

Diana F+

2011-03-14T08:54:00.000-07:00

DIANA F+ TAKE MY HEART

(Love the painting of Adam and Eve with the red heart apple)

Hello peeps

another diary about lomo camera again XD

Sorry for keep repeating the same tittle

Because I really a camera freak!

Fweehh~~

After I had did some research about Diana F+ and Diana Mini

I found that Diana F+ will be more fun

1.The price of the camera is much more cheaper than Diana Mini

2.It can change to different lens like wide angel or fish eye but diana mini is a fix lens

(I love it cause I cant affort the real DSLR lens cause is super expensive for me)

3.It can become a instant lomo camera after putting a instant back on the camera
( I'm crazy with Instant camera although I already have a Fujiflim paloraid camera, but I less using it because the price of the filem really kill me)

There are soooooooooooo much fun thing I can play around with, but badly,the filem of Diana F+ is 120mm(is expensive and hard to find).It doesnt like diana mini using the cheaper 35mm filem.

But it doesn't matter! I can get one more dunno what thing( I dunno the name) to put on the Diana F+,so it can use the cheaper 35mm filem XDD

After did the price survey in Pavillion, I fall in love with Diana F+ TAKE MY HEART more than Diana Mini LOVE IS IN THE AIR..Because the funtion of diana mini is limited..

I love the "oil painting" of Adam and Eve with the red apple! so cool right? like what I saw in Spain..Although I doesn't really like it at first...but now I crazy with it now...

HahaXDD I WANT I WANT I WANT!!! SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY!!! SAVE MONEY!!!

Diana Mini

2011-03-11T22:38:00.000-08:00

I had went to Pavillion on last Thursday

with Allan Hang

to search for the pricess in my class,

Melissa Tan Chia Hui's birthday present.

After we had searched for the whole mall,

finally we comfirm to buy the fossil's watchs for her.

Is really nice but quit expensive.

Before that,

we get into MOCKS to see what can we buy for Melissa,

SUDDENLY!!!

ACCIDENTALLY!!!

FINALLY!!!

I SAW THIS!!!

a lomo camera.

DIANA F+'s mini version

DIANA MINI!!!

the camera really attract my eyes ball!!

After I had did some research at home

finally I know that is a valentine's version

is call

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

OH MY GOD!!!!

I really fall in love with that !!!

I love camera sooooooooooooooooo much

especially lomo camera!!!

FRONT VIEW

The body is sky blue colour with white cloud

damn nice and cute!!!!

BACK VIEW

EXAMPLE
That is some example of the photo!!
the effect damn nice right??
Still got alot of different effect!!!

Seriouslly I want to get this!!
but the most madness and sadness thing is
I'm really broke this month
after the stupid Jay's concert ,bought present for Melissa
and those fucking assignment!!!

T___________________T

~CRY CRY CRY~
I want this soooooooooo much!!!
well is okay!
start saving money now...
hope they wont sell finish in short time

演唱会前夕

2011-03-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

今晚就是周杰伦演唱会了
不知道怎么了
一点兴奋和期待都没有
反而很抗拒今晚的到来
也许我早该知道
属于他的位子一定会空着吧
他永远都不会出现在我面前了
也许也因为
今晚是我们感情的最后期限
所有感情将会因他的缺席
而永远在我生命中消失

名份

2011-02-28T14:04:00.000-08:00

背叛我的人永远得不到该有的名份
永远都不会是我的男朋友

Single

2011-02-27T13:58:00.000-08:00

In Madrid now
my holidays almost end
he leave me again
everyone getting in a new relationship
and I still the same
single...

不需要

2011-02-11T05:58:00.000-08:00

原来通宵达旦地赶功课
为的就是在出国前可以挤出时间帮他庆祝生日
只会换来一句

。。。不需要。。。

百万富翁

2011-02-08T12:02:00.000-08:00

爱情就像百万富翁

不管你中间闯过多少难关

又或者遇过多少命运跟机会

到最后

也不得不面对回到原点的命运

未来

2011-02-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

我知道

我们没有未来

如果

2011-02-04T11:14:00.000-08:00

如果我告诉你

我爱你

那你可不可以为了这个理由留下来？

关闭

2011-02-03T11:43:00.000-08:00

我想
是时候该把所有wave_tao的email address都改了
还有所有用属于他的号码的帐号密码

我想
也该关闭这个部落格了
这个部落格装载着太多泪水
太过于沉重

爱上灰狼的兔

2011-02-03T10:00:00.000-08:00

现在的淘

泪如雨下

因为她的心受了很严重的创伤

那道伤痕犹如永在淌血一般

伤口永远都不会结成茧

四个月了

她像一只受伤的兔子

只能独自舔舐着伤痕

努力坚强着

当伤口开始逐渐愈合的时候

那只伤害他的大灰狼

像是拿着萝卜般可口的温柔诱惑着她

他只用了短短的几秒钟

就差点儿让淘沦陷了

她曾对自己说过

她会给自己一年的时间慢慢放下

淘

像演着歌剧的演员

面具的背后

永远看不见她真实的情感

解读到的仅仅是面具上的表情

或许兔子不是很好

虽然时时面对着被吃掉的危机

但是这次她是真的爱上了

爱上了大灰狼

所以就算伤痕累累

她还是会爱着大灰狼

只是她换了个方式

一个能保护自己的方式

远远的就好

她其实很简单

只是想有个可以信任的人

可以在她难过时有人可以抱着她摸摸她的头

告诉她:别怕,有我在

The Green Hornet

2011-02-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

Hehe...

I had watched The Green Hornet

with he...

What a funny and awesome movie

but seriously

I didn't concentrate on that movie

cause I thinking something

there have alot of thing in my mind

I dunno why he want to hold my hand

our relationship getting more complicated

We not couple

but he treat me like his girlfriend

althought I miss the way he hold my hand or hug me

but I don't like the feeling

it make me think alot

I try to be cruel to him

but I really cant bear to see he cry

almost fall for he again

but luckily

he had remind me something

that I really have to thank he

I am so blur with my situation now

someone guide me please?

第五个生日

2011-01-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

刚收拾着房间

突然发现很久以前在歌词上做的记号

纸上细数着回忆

上面写着：

第一年生日：你把patrick给了我，放在绿色的妞妞纸袋...宝贝patrick已经陪我走过了第四个年头

第二年生日：你送了我好多好多东西给我，Jay Kungfu Dunk CD, HappyBirthday沙漏 , Hang Ten t-shirt ....

第三年生日：也送了很多...Phiten链，我们的照片，手机袋，很多很多...

第四年生日：第一次，你不在我身边陪我度过,满难过的，你送了我Fujiflim Instant Camera,但是我还没有收到...

第五年生日：你还会跟我庆祝吗？

看到了第五年

才发现原来早就有了预言

没有第五年...

所有回忆在第四年终结

I love Single!

2011-01-19T10:03:00.000-08:00

Woops..

Suddenly fall in love with my single life

is so relax and fun

I dont have to care for others

just do whatever I like

I quite happy with this situation now

I believe that my future will be brighther and brighther

enjoy it XD

I am so STRESS

2011-01-16T06:30:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU!!

I'm freaking stress right now!!

All of those assignment drive me nuts!!

Lack of idea and inspiration is killing a designer!!

Dunno why

I cant bear the stress

all those fucking emo feeling surrounding me

the first time

crying like a baby because of the stress

I need someone to talk to

but I dunno who I can find

T________T

我的天空今天灰灰的...

Stubborn?

2011-01-15T11:08:00.000-08:00

Am I stubborn?

He always ask me

"can you don't be that stubborn?"

"how come you are so cruel?"

Maybe I have to ask he

"why I will become like this?"

is because of he!

Ya I admit that I'm stubborn

Only stubborn not to let me down

become cruel is the only way to protect myself from hurt

I always treat people like how they treat me

I can be very nice with everyone

But if you try to betray or hurt me

You will know!!!

Sometimes I try to revenge

but my heart kinda soft

aiks...

maybe I just have to take it easy

when every bad things start to invasion of my life

I started to know

I'm growing up

No one will stay beside you forever included your parents

Maybe designer are always stubborn?

who know?

Finally...

2011-01-15T10:41:00.000-08:00

Finally,

He had read "our" blog today...

The first time I think?

from 2008 until now 2011

How many years ago?

I already forgot this blog is belong to "us"

until he remind me to give he the password

but I didn't do that

because everything had end

and now

this blog become my private blog

to record my life

whatever happiness,sadness,madness...

is only about me

no others...

He said he cried after read those words I had written

I speechless...

cause I dunno what feeling or reaction I have to give

Cries...for what?

Is regret? or guilty?

That's not important to me anymore

he had messed up my life

He ask whether can he come my house and cook for me..

WHAT?? COOK??

I get shock when I heard that

I beg he to cook for few years last time and he was rejected

Then what is the reason he become the volunteer to cook for me?

is to compensate for his betrayal

or he want to let himself feel better?

Seriously I dunno

I have already no longer believe in him...

I had rejected

and the reason is " guy are not allow in this house"

hahaXD

well...

I bet he will be mad if he know Joshua came my house before

and help me to tidy up my room,

folded all the clothes...

This was the job what he did last time.

Although Joshua and I not couple and we are IMPOSSIBLE to become couple

.....

Going to mad

2011-01-13T10:10:00.000-08:00

Just back from Allan's house for doing shirly's research

get scold by dad cause is too late to go back

I think I going to mad

not cause my work or dad

is because of my ex

oh man!

can he just stop those nonsense thing?

hack me ,stalk me

call me and didnt speak anything

just like a mental problem guy

fuck!

I had dreamed her

2011-01-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

She is in my dream

...ChloeRED...

In my dream,she is still alive

we going to someone house with pui yee

there have few photo of chloeRED stick on the door

and mention that chloeRED had passed away

but chloeRED had tear it and said

who said I had passed away?

I still here what

............

what a dream

how good if she still alive

until now

i still feel that she is still beside me

she still alive

why i cant accept the truth that she had dissapear from the rest of my life?

aiks....

but is okay

she still alive in my mind

forever and ever

Don't cry because it over,smile because it happened

2011-01-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

I just found out that he is coming back soon

is on next friday

the day I going to Kampar and Penang for my trip

my mood is kinda complicated

the feel is totally different from last time

without any expectation

without any happiness

everything had change

espeacially me I think?

Now

Love for me is just nothing

I don't need any guy for now

Just want to train myself and get prepare for my future

I feel that I'm kinda weird actually

dunno why still cant change the habit for waiting he to online

but I had get used to it with not texting he for 3 months

I just need more more time to totally forget bout this guy

who really hurt me alot

Well is okay...

" Don't cry because it over,smile because it happened"

Dont have to be sad if someone try to hurt me

Just learn and get experience from the hurt

try not blaming others

This is what we call LIFE

stay strong, stay tough

Pang Yijing...

Assignments

2011-01-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

hey peeps

such a long time didn't update my blog

well

2011 is really a nice year for me

But I am tired of everything

Is only the second week

and all the assignments is killing me

20++ works for a week!

what the hell!!

what those lecturer thinking??

nevermind...

just take it easy

I can train myself and pratice more...

aiks...

Happy New Year 2011

2010-12-31T08:50:00.000-08:00

Hello world~

Is 2011!!

Happy New Year to everyone

I have alot of plan in this New year

hehe...

The 3 things that I must buy is

1)a waccom tablet

2)a mekko camera begpack

3)a stable tripod

Hope someone can sponser me

if not I have to save my own money to buy it

Beside that,

I feel like going travel in this year

I hope I can go travel by myself

to prove that I'm brave and train myself

1) TAIWAN!!

yeah Taiwan here I come!!

2)Penang trip

3)Sungei Lembing trip

and for sure

I want to go everywhere to photoshooting!

I wanna improve my skills!!

cause seriously I feel that I'm too noob in photography

There were too many bad things in 2010

first my lovely grandma passed away because of liver cancer after my uncle

then I get betrayed by my ex and it really hurt me alot

the last one is my dearest sista chloeRED had left us cause get into an accident

aiks...what a year!!

It was too pain

But luckily everything is over now

For sure,

I want to leave my tears behind 2010

forget all the painness and unhappy things

in this 2011

I want to change my life

be happy and work hard

and I had cut my BANG!

haha!!

Stay sweet , stay cute

Hope everyone will like it

Movie Outing

2010-12-30T02:35:00.000-08:00

I had went for movie outing for 2 days with my dear Pui Yee

in the past few day...

I had watched NARNIA and GULLIVER'S TRAVEL

NARNIA

is super nice

just like what I expected

the animation is really cool and awesome

the story line is interesting and I had learn something from it

Just be yourself

You don't have to jeolous or envy to someone

Don't feel yourself are bad

Cause you will always be the only in this world

No one can replace you

After I had watched this movie

I miss my another dearest Ah Shan

She love Narnia soooo much

But now she don't have the chance to watch it

She being an happy little angel in heaven now

Miss her sooooooooooo much

Feel that she still by my side

aiks...

so,appreciated your life

cause she don't even have the chance to say goodbye with us

Will she know that I miss her alot?

Will she know that I love her?

Althought I didn't tell her before

or maybe she can't feel it

but nevermind

she will always live in my heart

The second movie I had watched was

Gulliver's Travel

Well,

Seroiusly,nothing speacial with this movie

storyline is super boring cause everyone know the story

and the animation is super suck!!

I dunno why they can realease this kind of movie

maybe they got not enough budget for this movie?

erm...nothing much feeling bout this movie

just a little bit funny

(I think?)

Cause just pui yee and I keep laughing in the cinema

actually is not that funny also

I just got ntg to do with this boring movie

Clubbing

2010-12-29T09:29:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps

I believed that a lot of people like clubbing for different reasons

Some like drink

Some like dance

Some searching for man/woman

How bout mine?

I LOVE DANCE

hahaXD

but I cant dance actually

just the alchohol effect

I dont even move my finger if I didn't get High

cause I'm too shy with my funny dance movement

and the others reason I like clubbing is

I can wear nice and sexy dress that I not dare to wear

with pretty nice heels...

Hehe

But seriously I hate to put a thick make up and taking photo when clubbing

I look like a ghost after putting all those thick make up

I don't know why those girl like to apply their eye shadow until like a panda

( I didn't refers to anyone! Please forgive me )

Is that nice?

I don't think so

I can't even see their eye under their fake eyelashs

why thay wanna paste it?

for sweeping the rain or dust?

and I hate ppl like to take photo when clubbing

I know my face

Look so ugly and that not me!

Are those the main reasons I club?

Definitely No

I'm hurt in the deep of my heart

well

no one can understand the pain

I just force myself to stay strong

cause I'm Pang Yijing

I can't lose!

and I can't fall for a guy!

is just a guy!

Not my world

It's still a thorn in my heart

so I don't like to mention it

It remind me the pain

At last,

I get addicted in clubbing

Just dance dance dance!!

Shake all the worries and painess away

so that I can temporarily forget the world

I know guy maybe will like me for that moment if I dance with them

and please to them

Noneed to ask for my name and I not interesting with u guys' name too

is just for fun

no others

That not love

not what I want

I feel guilty and sorry to my parents !!

I shouldn't be like that

It's not me

I lost myself

Where to get myself back?

The optismistic and cheerful Pang Yijng?

when I can recover and just be like my name

(The meaning of Yijing and Tao is happy in chinese)

I dunno...

God please save me...

Alchohol

2010-12-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

Am I getting addicted to alchohol?

Nope...I dont
Sure everyone will get shock and shout

"wao..pang yijing didn't take alchohol?"

seriously

I phobia with beer now

after I had broke up with he...

But

I still take alchohol drink

for what?

Seriously I dunno

Is for fun ?

forget the painess?

I hate the feel of keep vomitting after drink

it's really suffer me alot

I feel I'm so useless!!

And I started to drive after I get drunk

I drive fast without concentrating on the road

I keep turning here and there

Sometimes I feel like sleeping when I driving

cause I was drunk

I feel damn scare actually

I scare I will be like Chloe

dead on the road

but sometimes I just wish someone can bang me

OMG

I getting crazy!

Can someone slap me to wake me up!?

NONONONO!! Chill Pang Yijing!!

No driving after drunk anymore!!

Dont think so much!

you are the best =)

Aglio Olio Spaghetti

2010-12-15T04:22:00.000-08:00

Today I was worrying about my dinner

keep on thinking what should I cook tonight

cause seriously

I phobia with my *yummy* mee soup

(actually the soup is hot water+salt)

hahaXD

I know it's taste bad

but that is the only food I know how to cook

T____________T

I'm so pity right?

so tonight I want to feed myself with delicious food

(ermm....i think sooooo)

SOOOOOOOOOO!!

I gonna try to cook Aglio Olio Spagetti!!

That's my favourite!!

First,

Prepare your ingrediant

I just put some meat and mushroom

and for sure my chilis!!

You know I cant live without chilis!!

Then,

cut them into small pieces!

boil water to cook my mee

Plus!!!

some vegetables to make salad!!

Finally!!

all done!!

Looks yummy right??

and add a glass of orange juice

^__^

hehe...but actually the spaghetti taste bad

刺猬

2010-12-14T03:26:00.000-08:00

最后一抹的微笑

在转身之后

我闭上眼哭了

仅存的一点点骄傲

华丽的外表终于丢掉

很彷徨很孤单

是寂寞或悲惨

一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范

伪装得勇敢

不轻易让你看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上

一片无声黑暗

心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强

每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好

渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏

比傻瓜还傻

刺猬的坚强

全都是假象

I Miss You

2010-12-13T20:23:00.000-08:00

I miss the moment when you hugging me and looked at the sea...
I miss the moment that you swore you love me...
I miss the moment when you kissing me...
I miss the moment that I can lying in your arms...
I miss the way how you wipe my tears away...
I miss the way you protect me...

But you wouldn't do that for me anymore...
Just gonna tell you...
I love you more than what you believed...
I miss you more than what you though...

A "New" BLOG

2010-12-13T07:06:00.002-08:00

well, I had stop blogging for a years plus..now I gonna continue my blog ...

2009-09-07T09:10:00.000-07:00

好久没写blog了...

睡不着，上来写写东西。

今天你是离开我的第二个夜晚，心里有些怪怪的，很空虚...

昨晚哭着睡着的我今天却出奇的早起床，睡不着...

好想你！不知道你在那边好不好，走了那么久腰有没有痛？

这里我一个人会好好的，放心吧！

为什么最近一上车就听到by2的《我知道》呢？

我知道

by2

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

在机场那天，我不敢正眼望着你，因为我知道自己会忍不住想哭！

今天，傻傻地看着手机，每当电话一响时我就很兴奋，当发现不是你发来的信息时，

失落难免涌上心头。不过你放心，今天有好多朋友的简讯陪我度过！最重要的是我跟

vivianne和好了！这两年来的误解终于解开了，我的心终于没有了遗憾...

爱与包容可以化解一切的误会。你要读什么系我都会挺你的！刚去查了些运动医学的

资料，发现蛮不错的！军训也是哦！

夜已深了，我越逼自己不去想你我就越想你！早已学会依赖，发现自己不再像以前那

么独立了！不过放心吧！我会好好加油的！你也是哦！

有机会我一定会去看看你的，就好像以前我陪着你练习的时候！

电脑要没电了，就写到这里

眼泪笑了

2008-06-29T08:34:00.001-07:00

眼泪笑了

刘力扬

比想象中更痛

你真的没回头

我命令眼泪不许失控

回忆不跟你走

都挤在我心中

我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

再勇敢地站着

找回光和热

面对你的时候

我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折

是美的

心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲

我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手

本就不属于我

又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

来不及完美的

就唱首离歌

想起你的时候

我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你

深深的

*******************************************

哭

因为难过

哭

因为感动

哭

因为爱你

就这样喜欢着这首歌...

喜欢歌词

喜欢旋律

喜欢这首歌的感觉....

我爱你

2008-06-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

海浪

我真的好喜欢你哦

从没想过

你会回头望我一眼

从不奢望

能跟你在一起

谢谢你给了我这个机会

让我有机会好好的爱你

从今以后

不管你要不要我

不管你爱不爱我

我尽我所能

把你捧在心里

好好地呵护着

我只想说

我真的好爱你

虽然心总是很痛

虽然有很多事和人还是很在意着

我不奢望

你能给我什么物质上的享受

我只希望

能成为你心中唯一的那一个

爱。拥抱

2008-06-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

好久没有更新部落格了

这几个星期都呆在宿舍里

闷呆了

好久没跟浪来个热情的抱抱了

好喜欢抱抱的感觉

总是那么温暖

总是那么舒服

总是那么安全

总是那么可靠

浪浪今年好努力读书

我只想就这样陪着他

然后一起努力！！！

高二生涯

又这样混了半年

已经下半年了

开始担心统考

开始害怕分离

开始害怕寂寞

一时常问浪为什么那么迟回短信给我

不是我想烦着你

而是我害怕

害怕失去你

所以

我想把握时间

　

学习爱

2008-06-07T05:26:00.000-07:00

學習

我努力學習愛惜自己

學習對你和愛不再懷疑

這課題也許太不容易

愛上你

先要學會如何真心愛自己

不需要太多甜言蜜語

在這裡

要你聽見我內心深處的聲音

在我過去的小時候

媽媽曾這麼對我說

勇敢的背後

總是藏著太多害怕和顫抖

放我的心在你手中

千萬別松開你的手

在我過去的小時候

媽媽曾這麼對我說

勇敢的背後

總是藏著太多我害怕和顫抖

放我的心在你手中

千萬別松開你的手

只是怕你不珍惜掉頭就走

曾經倔強任性的我

學不會對愛要包容

是你的溫柔

教會我一切都用心去感受

放我的心在你手中

千萬別松開你的手

(注意黄色字！）

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

我很喜欢这首歌的歌词，

因为和我心里的感觉很像

以前常常很不爱惜自己

喜欢把自己弄得满是伤的

一个连自己都不爱的人又如何去爱别人呢

不喜欢太多的甜言蜜语

只希望听见你的真心

我把100分的爱与心思放在你身上

希望你不要放手

霸道的我希望你多多地包容

我用心去感受你所给的爱

海浪淘淘我不怕~~

健康

2008-06-06T11:52:00.000-07:00

为什么最近的我身体出现那么多毛病
眼睛怎么看电视时多了那么多个影子
看电视时都看见人的身外有很多黑线
眼睛到底又什么事了？

仅这几年来，
妈妈患上大颈胞
外婆患上子宫颈癌
大舅患上了肝癌

虽然他们都痊愈了
但是家族那么多的遗传病
让我体会到健康的重要性
人生最重要的就是快乐和健康
这样活得才有意义
如果赢了全世界，输了健康，那又有什么意思呢？

希望老爸不要在忙碌中忽略了自己的身体
如果这世界上有一种交换仙丹，
我愿意和我爸交换他那忙碌的生活
由或者
我愿意拿我的健康和我爸交换
哈哈...
很傻吧？

这就是傻傻的淘....

胃痛

2008-06-06T10:47:00.000-07:00

最近我的老毛病又发作了
胃不断的痛
不管是

饭前
饭后
走街
玩耍
上网
睡觉
读书
煮东西
骑脚车
看电视

早上
下午
晚上

都在痛
不想跟别人说
不想让他们烦

在写着部落格的我
胃依然不听话地痛着

痛！痛！痛！每天每时每刻都在痛！！何时才会不痛呢？？

玉蜀黍

2008-06-06T10:07:00.000-07:00

淘淘这一辈子最讨厌的两种食物
酸梅和玉蜀黍
昨天淘做了人生中最勇敢的尝试
那就是......
吃了玉蜀黍
我也不懂为什么会吃
就看见汤里的玉蜀黍
一颗颗黄黄色的玉蜀黍粒
非常的吸引
尝了一口后
那多汁肉又厚的玉蜀黍粒
我竟然觉得很好吃？？
搞什么啊！
平时嗅到玉蜀黍味就晕的我
竟然吃玉蜀黍？！

新的尝试，新的感觉...

新造型

2008-06-06T09:42:00.000-07:00

今天剪了头发，过后又做了美容修了眉，哈哈...好高兴哦！！！最爱剪头发了，剪头发后清爽的感觉总让我乐上好几天。今天老毛病又犯了，看见新出的REDKEN rough clay，是很limited的，又只剩最后一罐，，就忍痛地以RM65买了下来。看来爱买发胶的我还是忍不住不发胶的诱惑。总是最爱剪了头发后的自己，那么的帅气！！！哈哈....好自恋的我.....

想念浪

2008-06-04T11:37:00.000-07:00

学校假期已经迈入了第12天了，
已经好多天没见到你了，
好想念你哦。
一个人不孤单 , 想一个人才孤单.....
不是因为孤独才想你，而是因为想你才孤独.....
旅行还好玩吗？
当我在想你时，
你有没有也在想我呢？

哈哈...思念真的是一种病
而你就是我的解药

现在是凌晨三点钟
想念你的我
还是无法睡着

最近爱上宇恒的歌
同一张2006 real专辑已经连续听了一个星期
喜欢专辑里的每一首歌

还有
最近我外婆竟然说我长得像周笔畅
我还想像郑元畅呢
哈阿哈阿哈阿哈阿哈阿哈

~`RabBiit`~

2008-06-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

RABBIT
我亲爱的兔子学姐
我好想念你哦！！
你最近过得还好吗？？
好久没跟你联络了，
好想念以前跟你相处的日子哦！
看回你送我的淘淘专属部落格，
一起玩乐
一起上学
一起洗衣
一起睡觉
一起玩水
一起淋雨
一起看排球起赛
一起....
想回到过去，继续让故事继续....
你还记得我们的故事吗？？

你是我在滨华第一个对我那么好的朋友
好想念你那傻婆的笑声哦！！

待续.........................

坏人淘

2008-06-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

哈哈
我是坏人
原来
我一直饰演着坏人的角色
哈哈
除了笑声
我不知道可以用什么字眼来代替我的心情
坏人
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
除了冷漠，
我还能做什么？
谁能告诉我，
我到底能做什么？

爱迪生说:“要给每一样事情一个正面的思想”
这件事我给于它的正面思想就是我更进一步了解人性

爸说得没错

思想的差异真的会令人与人之间难以沟通

我该怎么把思想上的距离与差异拉近呢？

努力ing！！加油！！

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

爱哭包

2008-06-03T09:31:00.001-07:00

你告诉我，
恋爱中的人心情都是很复杂的。
所以，
爱哭包是你给我的称号。

爱哭包
好久没听到的称号，
有点熟悉，又有点陌生。

好多年没哭了，
倔强的我，都认为流泪是懦弱的行为，
所以假装坚强的我总是不让我自己流泪。

你的出现，
扰乱了我心里定下的原则，
眼泪总是不经意的流了出来。

受伤了吗？软弱了吗？

难过时，伤心时，悲哀时，快乐时，恐惧时，不安时 ...
你都在我身边陪伴着我

你，是我信赖的人
你，是保护我的人
你，是安慰我的人
你，是鼓励我的人
你，是欺负我的人
你，是我喜欢的人
你，是我最爱的人

好喜欢你在我哭泣时抱着我，
好喜欢你在我流泪时帮我抹干眼泪。

好喜欢你的一切一切哦！！
嘻嘻...你也要坚强哦！！不要再变成ＡＫＢ了！！我会笑你的！

男生心疼女生的13种方式

2008-06-02T10:36:00.000-07:00

1、当你爱着一个女孩子，一定要记得经常对她说：我爱你。不管已经说过多少次，不管是她第几百次问你“你爱我吗？”当她对你说“我爱你”，你都要很真诚地说：我也爱你，不是用其他话或者觉得多余。

2、如果你不爱她了，放了她。不要白白享受着她的照顾和温柔，然后漫不经心地寻找着别的女孩，在找到之后才说我们分手吧，又或者干脆脚踏两只船。

3、在你的朋友和她的朋友面前不要总一摆出一副大男人呼来唤去的样子。女人愿意照顾你，满足你大男人对“三从四德”的喜好，是因为她爱你她宠你，但并不表示她愿意被当做佣人和附庸。

4、你答应她的事情再小也要做到。女人都希望有个坚强的肩膀依赖，想告诉你她的一切，但是你如果连小事情都做不好，她怎么去依赖你？当她说一些你不认可的事情也不要去指责或者冷漠，这样她怎么去信任你把心里话都告诉你？

5、不要总在你们相处的时候打游戏或者上电脑。当你不亦乐乎的时候，她也许已经觉得很被冷落，而你却只注意着你的电脑。

6、女人总有几天是经期，那时候是不能用理智控制的。不管她怎么歇斯底里、不讲道理、喜怒无常，你都要哄着她包容她。绝不要表现出不快和不耐烦。

7、不要总向往地说想三妻四妾，说古代男人真幸福呀，说想三人行。她把你当作她的唯一，也希望你把她当作唯一。常这样说的你，她能放心让你出门去会姐姐妹妹、狐朋狗友吗？不要总当着她夸奖红颜知己，不要对别的女人比对她还关心。女人是敏感的动物，她并不是不信任你，她只是对你太在乎，希望你也可以一样。

8、不要总当着她的面盯着别的女人，不要总去赞叹别人的美丽。或者说你为什么不能如何如何。女人希望你爱的就是她现在的样子，希望自己是你心中最美最性感最重要最爱的人。

9、女人不管再贤惠有母性，但骨子里都是一个孩子。不要总希望她多么为你着想，多么会体贴你的感受，多么以你为中心。她也希望可以象孩子一样任性，希望有个人像宠孩子一样宠她爱她，照顾她关心她，而不只是像孩子一样向她索取关爱和宽容。

10、做错了事情、伤害了她要承认，并且以行动向她陪不是。偶尔放下所谓男人的面子，却能温暖她受伤的心。不要说了要改下次还是犯，她可以原谅你偶尔的错误，但是不能容忍一错再错。

11、在她脆弱的时候、心情不好的时候呵护她，在她慌乱无助的时候支持她指引他。爱健康自信的她，也爱疾病无助的她，而不是只要求她把最好的一面给你。没有人是完美的，分享她的缺点，包容她，而不只是指责，更不要在她最需要你的时候默不关心。做她英雄、她的王子、她的骑士。

12、绝不要背叛。不要想“家里红旗不倒，外面彩旗飘飘”，别把女人当作衣服。

13、给她真正的安全感，不一定是婚姻。而是：无论贫穷还是富有，健康还是疾病，相爱相依，不离不弃，直到死亡把我们分开。

特别的我和他

2008-06-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

在某年某月某地点，

我在茫茫人海中找到另一个“自己”

而他闯进了我的世界。

一个跟我同名的男生，
一个跟我同是超级周董迷的男生，
一个跟我同样喜欢吃薄荷口味雪糕的男生。

一个身高180公分的男生，
一个体重60多公斤的男生，
一个田径校队跳高选手。

我们的开始就像这首歌一样。
旁白：果然是周董迷，这样也要抄
淘：我们才没有抄，okie?

浪漫手机

轻轻放我就是卸不下对你的喜欢

原来爱会慢慢增加重量

想关上这城市所有的灯光

黑暗中专心闻你的发香

这夜晚让暗恋更有画面感

回想与你约会过的地方

都舍不得删在脑海里储存欣赏

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫

原来真心送出爱是这么简单

温馨荧幕上你可爱的模样

关于缘份的解释我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫

原来爱情可以来得这么突然

短信的桥梁将暧昧期拉长

我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养

在虚拟土壤

电视场吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放

我安静在闹区等来电铃响

有一些话打好了却不敢传

怕收到信息的你在为难

街道上人潮衬托我的孤单想象

谁幸运地陪在你身旁却误会一场

你也在等你手机响

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫

原来真心送出爱是这么简单

温馨荧幕上你可爱的模样

关于缘份的解释我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫

原来爱情可以来得这么突然

短信的桥梁将暧昧期拉长

我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养

在虚拟土壤

(注意青色字！）

我们也有很多不同点

黑白配（我黑他白）
高矮配（我比他矮22公分 =_='''）
水中鱼 vs 旱鸭子（我超爱水的）

但是最特别的是-----------------------我们都是YJ..哈哈

幸福

2008-05-31T10:32:00.000-07:00

幸福
可以很简单，也可以很复杂。
而我，选择了简单。

幸福
不是理所当然的，
而是很多人默默付出换来的。

也许
这世界上真的有很多的不公平。
但只要我们退一步，路就会更宽。

也许
你们会觉得我太天真太单纯，
但我宁愿笨笨的，也不愿为了利益伤害别人。

现在的我真的很幸福！
至少我现在不是在四川的大地震中哀嚎；
至少我现在不是在缅甸的大风暴中哭泣。

有着家人的关怀，朋友的陪伴，还有海浪的疼爱

想开了，发现这世界很简单，只是自己老是用自己自以为是的想法把它复杂化。
只要认真感受，幸福就会陪伴在你身边

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淘是一个很念旧的人，
也许我变了，
但是唯一没变的是
朋友，我是真的很爱你们，
不在你们身边的我还是很想念你们。
也许我已慢慢在你们的圈子中消失，
但是我的精神还是会陪伴着你们，
当你们难过时，我的心永远为你们打开；
当你们想哭时，我的肩膀永远给你们靠。

朋友，让我们一起加油吧！！

我爱你们！！

恐怖的女佣

2008-05-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

最经我家来了一个新的女庸，她长得瘦瘦小小的，皮肤还很黝黑。最重要的头上顶着一头不用电就很maggie面的头发。她有几点带给我很大的“惊喜”

接下来就看看有什么“惊喜”吧！

1. 她是天主教，所以可以吃猪肉。

旁白: 有什么好惊喜的呢？！很普通吧？！=_='''

淘 : 问题就在于她做错事时我就没借口说没吃猪肉的人都是这样的啦！

2. 她竟然才十七岁！

淘：跟我同岁耶！

旁白：那又怎样？！

淘：人家会不好意思叫她做东西的嘛！

旁白：无聊！

3. 我亲切的阿Buii儿子竟然会对她很凶耶！（本来很和蔼可亲的！）

淘：大家知道为什么会这样吗？本来我也很纳闷为什么会这样，但是她说了一句话我就整个吓倒了！知道是什么话吗？

我的旧女佣偷偷报了个料给我们听！我的新女佣说：“什么肉都好，狗肉是最好吃的！”

什么？！吃狗肉？！我一生最爱的动物？！我的天哪！！她会不会看上我那肥美多汁的阿Buii啊？！阿Buii有生命危险了！！下次读书回来阿Buii会不会少了支腿？还是手？！好恐怖哦！！

阿Buii我替你担心！！哈哈

朋友

2008-05-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

朋友

是一个在你伤心难过时帮你擦干眼泪的人，

是一个不会背叛利用你并值得你信任的人。

曾经以为

我找到了，用心地经营了11年。

后来发现这一切只是假象。

距离

写下了我们的句点。

友情指数从100点跌入谷底，

感情就这样沉睡着。

11年前缘起,

11年后缘灭。

我们的缘分会再继续吗？

你已离我远去，

与其强求，不如就随缘去；

若真有缘，必有和好一天；

若已无缘，让这成为回忆。

一起追逐

一起逃课

一起玩乐

谢谢你那么多年来给过我快乐的时光,

让我的回忆记事本里有着满满的一页。

但，我还是期待着你的回心转意！

原来这么多年来

我都把目光集中在你的身上

不知不觉中

我已让许多朋友离我而去。

如今还留在我身边的

也许曾被我忽略和伤过，

但你们至少没有放弃我。

如今我已发现

所以我会努力好好地把握

这世界上没有说谁少了谁活不下去！

少了你

我要活得比以前更好！

不要再把自己关在为自己设下的框框里，

我要冲出地平线

寻找更美丽更辽阔的天空！

学习蟑螂精神，我是打不死的淘！

*插播*
特别呜谢朋友团
陪我聊了一整夜
良兄
康博士
GOH
5号

朋友，你伤了我！

2008-05-29T10:19:00.000-07:00

窗外的雨，不断下着;
心里的血，不断淌着。
这夜，
我哭了，第一次哭得那么惨。
心痛，
不断地抽蓄着。
朋友，
我不曾放弃过你，
不在你身边，难道我不难过吗？
我努力挽回过, 你看见了吗？

她的介入，使我们的距离越来越远了。
从以前被认为是连体婴的两个人，
她，代替了我在你身边，
而我，只能漫无目的的去寻找属于我的角落

你的一言一句，像刀一样的刺进了我的心，
难过？可笑？
原来我在你心目中，什么都不是！

最后，
我选择离开，去一个没有你的地方。
也许我会比较好过，你不需要我，
她，会代替我，我知道。

朋友，是拿来互相利用的吗？
朋友，是拿来互相猜疑的吗？

当你还不知道整件事的真相时，
请你不要随便下定论！

你，先负了我；
心伤了，谢谢你所给的一切！
我会永远记得你说过你的世界里什么都没有，
那当然包括我。。。
笨淘~你还在坚持什么？

ii.M.TaO

我们没在一起

Les

girl

I'm wrong?

Outing with mum

我到底怎么了？

Future Plan

Good-bye sweety

Webcam-ing

Birthday wish

泪

放弃

P for Penang

LOOK UP to the POINT

♥ Yiruma ♥

Opss...Who is he?

Accident

Sweety Wonderland

I + K + E + A = IKEA

Diana F+

Diana Mini

演唱会前夕

名份

Single

不需要

百万富翁

未来

如果

关闭

爱上灰狼的兔

The Green Hornet

第五个生日

I love Single!

I am so STRESS

Stubborn?

Finally...

Going to mad

I had dreamed her

Don't cry because it over,smile because it happened

Assignments

Happy New Year 2011

Movie Outing

Clubbing

Alchohol

Aglio Olio Spaghetti

刺猬

I Miss You

A "New" BLOG

眼泪笑了

我爱你

爱 。拥抱

学习爱

健康

胃痛

玉蜀黍

新造型

想念浪

~`RabBiit`~

坏人淘

爱哭包

男生心疼女生的13种方式

特别的我和他

幸福

恐怖的女佣

朋友

朋友，你伤了我！

爱。拥抱